Friday, January 16, 2009
Comfort!!Comforty!!
Hey, I got to share with my friends or whoever is reading this blog of mine. Actually I was not feeling good on 15 jan. That day I really did something bad. I hurt a person feeling. My friend feeling. SHe has never felt so much pain and thanks to me She did. WOW!! I really feel. I don't like hurting people. It is I rather get hurt then causing other people to be hurt. The whole night, I was crying thinking what have I done. Did not dare to call her and apologise. Come on!! Who will call in the early morning. How to go school with a happy face? Eventually she did forgive me but inside I was still not happy. I was really upset for causing her to be upset.I really needed someone there to just lend me shoulder to cry. Someone to just hug me and say that it is okay. The best person I got was NATURE. It how to use it. I think the way nature consol peolpe is much better than a person. I was in the park sitting on the bench. I really scream and cry out loudly. But I just could not people will I have gone mad.I was just crying silently. I felt the wiind was trying to just blow my thoughts away. It was drying my tears. The silence in the park was allowing me think clearly. Why was I crying for? The positive answer or thoughts was rushing through. Honestly, I did feel much better. I feel as though someone has just console me.I really don't know how to describe feeling. But was feeling much enlighten. Hmm.. I guess it got to be with our thinking in the end. Of how we make use of nature to make ourself feel better. I think that is why people go to beach to emo. I think that is a good place.
Posted by Nam at 12:20 PM